Win by Brian McKnight

Heaven and Universe

August 7, 2011

ni wala sa hinuha ng kamalayan ko na makakasama ko sila sa araw na ito..

of course I'm so happy to see the both of them together in one place..

Rhian smuggled me in PP, for Ate jan'es video greeting...

upon entering the dressing room, I saw Jen first, we exchanged hi's and hello's, 

without me knowing the lady beside her is Rhian.. =)

when Rhian saw me, she came to me and made beso... 

and the usual na Rhian na madaldal, yet she's too busy preppin' for PP...

I was like, parang ewan, haha... knowing both of them are there.. 

beside each other, but not talking to each other at all..

I sat on an empty chair behind them..

seeing them on a mirror's reflection

everytime  Jen meets my eyes on the mirror, she smiles..

same with Rhian, she smiles and makes funny faces pa..

It's indeed a happy feeling for me..

seeing both of them..together in one place..

but I realized...hindi pa din ako handa...hahahah

I sooooo love the both of them...REALLY...

such a happy feeling to be with them...

all three of us, together in one place

heaven and cloud-nine

thanks for such a wonderful time...spending with all of us...

thank you is not enough for the fun, and happy moments I had.. 

looking forward for more pictures, fan-signs and of course moment with you two..

Care, support and love is all I can give back to the both of you..

-rachey_rach

Before It Explodes

a thousand worth priceless memories, thanks Rhian

CybeRhians priceless memories with Rhian Ramos

(captured)

Thanks Rhian

tateih koi ♥

tateih..


i call her tateih..she's my ate edith.. she's been a sister to me.. a true good sister.. knon her for 10 years now. i'm so lucky to have her. to my life's ups and downs she's always there.


somehow, my armor, my strength too. a very good sister. we're not blood related at all but i consider her one.


thanks her for everything. she's also konsintidor of me. haha


thanks to Antoinette Taus, i've known ate edith because of my island princes.. Ate didn't like jen, but still she supported me, in a way, but she hates jen..haha. And now, i love her more, coz she's one of the hunghang cyberhians.. the only person who's been with me the first time I met rhian.hahaha.


tough times comes though, when my mama left me, she's always been there, giving me strength, pursuing me to move on. though some of my relatives have been harsh on her, she never left me.


we may fight sometimes, but its part f a sister relationship. and i'm grateful having a sister, maybe not blood related, but soul entwined, like my tateih.


i'm lucky having her around. God made us not just friends but sisters too.


love you tateih koi..

how'd i've been hooked to Rhian? =)

Rhian Ramos a.k.a Lalola


My mom used to watch lalola, the Philippine version. She loved the show, it makes her happy. I always come home late, as in always.. since lalola is shown late, i tend to watch it together with my mama. we laugh together, it was sorta our bonding.. if i miss an episode, she used to tell me what happened to an episode. 


In one way or another, this lady was somehow making me happy, not only my mama. I'm happy seeing her on tv.. and later on I realized, i just loved her. then the rest is history.


when my mom left me, the dooms day of my life, i think she left me a reason to be happy again.. it was my mama who introduced me to rhian.. i love my mama so much.. i know she'll support me wherever i am happy...


i'm happy knowing rhian, and much happier being known by rhian, a privelege indeed. plus bonus, the cyberhians.. now little by little, life's smiling at me again.. 


Thank you lord for the gift of Life.. when someone's life ended, another opens. I believe in that..

♥ heaven ♥

i made this fanart for my heaven...

i sooo love her..

Staying power of Chemerlyn...

Jennylyn Mercado

Dream! Believe! Survive!

She's the first ever Starstruck female ultimate survivor..She's really not my bet on that reality show, kung hindi pa natanggal si Sheena Halili, hindi ko pa sya mapapnsin.. I liked her voice, so natural. She knows how to play guitar too, and I liked her simplicity. the way she looked so innocent. 

Yes, i became a fan of her. I'm proud of that. I had the chance to meet her in person and be with her during mall tours, guestings, tapings, shootings.  I gained lots of friends.. We used to sleep at my tita's house, well not actually sleep, ahaha, just stay. And my mama would prepare beddings then breakfast and listen to our stories.

Jen's life has been tough. A battered child. family's bread winner. single hot momma... She's still living the dream, still having that staying power. I still like her, I still love her. She'll always be my naknak, my jenny...my chemerlyn...

*she's always been a special part of me...and will always be..the staying power she's been living... on her career aand inside my heart*

✿my Island Princess✿

Antoinette Cherish Flores Taus 

my island princess

My fanatic life started when i was younger... because of Toni, my island princess..

My mama used to spoil me buying magazines, pictures, newspaper and cutting articles about Toni. and since she's a dress maker, she makes dresses for me that's exactly the same what Toni wore on her shows.

Silly little tweener, i even skip my HS classes just to go to her shows..haha. My mama would nag me every time she finds out, she gets angry but still when she comes home she has Toni-related stuff pasalubong for me..=)

Sa kanya talaga nagsimula ang kaadikan ko sa mga artista, though i liked Angelu de Leon too, per si toni kasi since Ang Tv days pa.. hahah

when I met her, she was sssssssssssoooooooo mabait.. so down to earth.. hindi ako nagkamali na mahalin at suportahan sya..

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It was sad she have to left for the US for some personal reasons. She has goals to achieve, and since i'm a fan, I'll support her kahit sad. I remember my mama and i went to SOP, i cried knowing she's leaving soon. 

Today, we still have communication, everytime she comes home to visit Philippines we go see each other along with other fans. We eat out, exchange stories.. Chit chat mush.=)  

Thanks to facebook and twitter too. coz, i can communicate directly to her.

i super love my Toni, my ate toni.

I miss her.

*she's my first.. she's a sweet part of my life.. will forever treasure all the memories i had with her..looking forward in seeing her again*

♥ My Superwoman ♥

She is my life.. and the one who gave life to me..my superwoman ♥
I call her mama,when i was turning three my father met a car accident, he left my mama alone with me. Depressed and alone, my mama raised me to be who I am.. pasaway, maldita, mabait(?). She makes dresses for a living. Plenty of dresses so that my growing up needs will be fulfilled. i saw so much hardwork, courage and love from my mama. Everyday she'll wake up early, prepare stuff for me for school, she send me and fetch me to and from school everyday. Daily task for a single widow mother. We were ok then, but things have to change when i was thirteen. Since then we have to change different houses, from pasig, to Cainta, back in Pasig.. So difficult, but still per her piece of somewhat advice "kahit saan tayo mapunta basta magkasama tayo di ba?" then she'll hug me and smile.


Damn I miss my mama sssssssssssoooooo much.. she's my strength, my life, my 'enemy', my 'kunsintidor', my lawyer, my everything.. she's the only one i have, but now she's gone=(


Valentine's day of 2009, she left me for good. her battle of kidney failure over. Saddest day for me, that every  valentine's day of the year, when everybody's celebrating hearts day, my heart was crushed into pieces. 


I love you Mama. i miss you so much. i wish your still beside me, tapping my back, exchanging jokes, hearing my fanatic stories, taking care of me when i'm sick, massaging my back every time i'm asthmatic. The only person who knows and feels that there's something wrong inside me, though i keep hiding it.


My life, my superwoman, my MAMA..

these days, i opt not to greet happy mother's day, because i'm not happy during mother's day. 


No one can ever understand how painful it is losing a mother so better love your mother when she's still with you. cherish every moment with your own Super Woman.

MUSIC IN ME